How are you feeling? As for me, I’m fine. Today went by well. I am on my way to Chicago. I’m visiting family. I am not bringing my camera this time. Last time I brought my camera, I totally ignored family matters and I only thought of my work. I was so so into it last year. This year, I have less worry about it and a direct focus. Last year, I had a friend that I talked to via this WordPress site, which was comforting. This year, she’s gone. Maybe it was a story I wrote.
I will only be there for five days. Last year, I stayed for 10. 10 days is sort of long.
I will try and be more patient with my mom’s personality. She yells way too much for me. I’ll try and ignore some things about her and actually like her.
It has been about two months since I had a drink. I actually feel really good about not drinking. I feel more sharper. I don’t see myself drinking again. I’ll see how I feel before my next photoshoot. Somehow I still feel like the alcohol will help me get out of war mode and be more relaxed around the model. Maybe this new ginseng I am taking will help with that.
Anyways, that’s all I will write for now.
Take care !