09/29/15

Dear Journal,

How are you feeling? As for me, I’m OK. It’s either, I’m too busy or too lazy for my own efforts. I just made some prints of some photos that I did. I’m going to hang them up at a small show. I’m not really satisfied with the photos nor the prints. I could have put more effort into both. I’ll just stay happy, go with the flow of things and get out of my own head. I feel like I’ve been too busy in my day to day to do some final look overseas. It’s OK. I will not sweat it. The prints are done, and they were expensive.

The girl is coming there. For some reason, I don’t want her to come. How mean and in confident, right? If she comes, l’ll  feel like I have to impress her or entertain her. What if she wants to party with me somewhere after? I’m into it but I’m not, you know what I mean? I have issues I’m working on, I think. It’s whatever, though, we’ll see what happens. A part of me is very happy that she’s coming as well.

Before I write anything else, I want to give my thanks. I was too busy to do so, yesterday, so I will extend a little bit here:

I’m thankful that I am able to sleep comfortably every day in the heart of the big city.
I’m thankful that I am able to get around easily even if I don’t drive.
I’m thankful to have access to the internet and electricity and all of those luxurious that a lot of other people, even here in America, do not have.
I’m thankful for all I have in my life. It’s luxurious to some and maybe even more luxurious to some. Though I always want more.
I’m thankful for my freedom and that I was never falsely accused of rape or murder or anything like that and that I wasn’t kidnapped as a child or by terrorist.
I’m thankful that…i cant believe i ate three whole tomatoes today as part of my meals . that’s very healthy !

I’m thankful for so much.

Now I have something to admit. I’m starting to like the porn star I met at this party I went to Saturday. She is absolutely gorgeous. Everything about her to me is beautiful. She’s a fearless girl who believes in herself and loves to model. SHe was very polite to me.

That’s all I’m going to write about today. I have to catch up on a lot of things.

Take care !

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